| Cole Turner ( @ 2007-09-23 05:25:00 |
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| Current mood: | determined |
| Entry tags: | voices in my head |
Voices Prompt #5: What is your greatest fear?
A demon never admits fear; that exposes weaknesses that your enemies can attempt to use to destroy you. But the truth is, there are things demons fear: the Source, more powerful demons, and the Charmed Ones.
Me, I don't fear other demons. I don't fear the Source, but I respect his power. And I don't fear the Charmed Ones. One of them is my girlfriend, after all. (Okay, maybe Prue makes me a little nervous.)
What I do fear is loss. If anything ever happened to Phoebe, if I ever lost her, I don't know what I'd do. She is my strength. She is my anchor to goodness. I can't imagine life without her now.
Sometimes, I fear the demon inside me. There I times I feel hunger, the lust for a kill, and I have to struggle to keep that part of me suppressed. I worry that one day I might lose control of my demonic side and do something evil.
I'll never let that happen, though. And I'll never lose Phoebe. Never.